I know I know..it's been ages since i've written on here. I will write, about things right now. Lets see. Latest up date...had a date with someone that went to school with my brother. He's 6 years younger than me. I'm not too sure how I feel about him. He's so incredibly sweet, but is much younger than me. We went out to dinner last night, and then ( Read more... )

I'm going to write some free verse poetry someone that I have really truly grown to care about ( Read more... )

I have to write about him right now. Otherwise I think i will go completely and totally insane trying to keep this all in anymore ( Read more... )

So Jacen hasn't called - and again like the pathetic idiot i am - decided to call him from work today ( Read more... )

ok so im now wide awake, papers are all graded, and i have been trying to keep myself busy all day long. not that i need reasons to 'keep' busy...but i hate this....i'm beginning to see a pattern here with jacen that is somewhat bothersome and pretty harsh reality to me ( Read more... )

so how many of you out there drunk dial? ok i'll raise both my hands and all my toes and anything else on my body that can be raised ( Read more... )

so had a great weekend with J last weekend. went barhopping, partied all night playing beirut and flip cup..didnt get to bed til 530..ugh...really was hurting that next day...hung out with him again that same night - went to see Premis at a local bar....not a bad group. they had some good numbers they played....i would go to see them again if i got ( Read more... )

ok ok - so i haven't updated my journal in forever and a day ( Read more... )

So I had an ok Christmas. Mom drove me nutso and then some. It's so hard to see her 'fawning' all over my brothers. it really really upsets me because she's never shown me that attention. And im sure never will. I will always be her "adopted" child. the one that she "had" to get because she couldn't have children. then by the miracle of God she had ( Read more... )

So I watched Oprah the other day. and she had one one amazing author. a male author who wrote a book, 'he's just not that interested in you.' he pretty much gave women the inside scoop on what men say and think. i was pretty impressed by the whole epi ( Read more... )