christmas is a time to spend money on people who say they love you.

i will kill myself
if i have another day
like today

sometimes the whole world cries through me

today i saw a muslim gentleman, who does janitorial work at the college, pick up a soggy cigarette from the snow that a heavy-set older woman had put out prematurely. i saw him trying to smoke it. i walked up and said "hey buddy! you need a cigarette?" i gave him one and offered him a light, he said he had one.

i think ill go play some blues

every religion has holes
and that is where God sleeps.

A winters day ( Read more... )

broken hearts warrant broken necks
i said some things that ill prolly regret

in order to connect to the basis

my mind has twisted and weaved
itself into an uncomfortable frenzy
of thought and revelation
each more profound than the next
every new breath
revitalizes
my will for survival
is colliding with my
fear of death
i live in a world
of turmoil
puncuated by
small
excretions
of euphoria

take it easy
all emotions
subside