I'm going back to Kenyon! Yay ( Read more... )

my summer post-gretchan has been getting better. There was a brief time when I was inconsolable, three weeks of pure gut-wrenching, heart-breaking, mind-crushing, will-breaking pain. But I came out of it, slowly, with the help of a really sappy support group and a girl named Phaedra (she gave me her number and helped me out in seeing myself again ( Read more... )

i feel shitty. i'm going to a hospital, though. tough break i guess.

gretchan left me ( Read more... )

BUSH'S GENERAL EDUCATION ( Read more... )

biking in the city
in a bubble, observing
life breaths all around

Rachel Metz, formely of my old high school and currently of UC Berkeley, is allowing me to rent her room for the sumemr! Not only that but she is letting me sleep on her floor until it is ready for me to occupy! Not only that, but she is going to give me a ride to berkeley! Wow ( Read more... )

It's night time. I was just sitting out on the back stoop waiting for tipper to come in. The air was cold, but it didn't touch that way on my skin - the only notice I had of it was that my breath made little tufts of steam when I let it go. It was the only thing that appeared in my darkened field of view. I suppose there was a lawn and a garden and ( Read more... )

READ ( Read more... )

if god not the brighter took light from we fighters, wagers of homework nothing more left in our clenched fists like the keyboards and books we did have - leave us and go we to the walls of a locked darkness of a ghosted library where no one can work and tomorrow's papers are due but we know that and still sit like idling monkeys and smoke ( Read more... )