Wow, ok its definitly been a long time since ive been on here...

basic update...
Im dating colin rojak...hes a 5th year senior at WVU...hes probalby going to grad school there. Hes really awesome and its been four months for us as of today! I really think we are going to have a great future together. I mean, im gonna be going to WVU in the fall... ( Read more... )

i love you zach!!! so much, i want to be with him forever! i dont care what n e one thinks.....im too happy to type eerything i want to say, but ill def. be updating with good stuff soon!! =)

i miss the way things used to be....i dont even know where things started getting complicated....i mean, i guess i kinda do ...but all in all...this fucking sucks....i just dont understand....why?!?!?! ughhh!!! why, why, why ( Read more... )

prepare for rambling....

ok...im tired of my mom...ugh..."one day when you understand, you'll see why i do what i do"..seriously mom just stfu! i know why she "does what she does" she's afraid im going to go party it up and make bad decisions. Yeah, i suppose moms are supposed to worry about those things...but that doesnt mean she should know every ( Read more... )

when i see your smile
tears roll down my face
i cant replace
and now that im strong 
i have figured out
how this world turns cold
and it breaks thru my soul
and i know ill find deep inside me
i can be the one

i will never let you fall
ill stand up for you forever
ill be there for you thru it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

and seasons are changing
and ( Read more... )

I've been very busy lately...wow...and now i find myself w/ nothing to do for once sooo.....im gonna do this whole lj thing once again,  here goes...

Well...i'll start off saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my baby! He's 19 today! I woke up extra early and got ready and went over to his house this morning and quietly snuck in his room and crawled up next to ( Read more... )

ugh! today was rough! i woke up and i had the worst cramps ive ever felt in my life. i seriously thot something was rong....and i called my mom crying cuz i was in so much pain. and she got really worried and started asking me all these different questions....and i was just like freaking out, it hurt so bad....so my mom sed she would come get me ( Read more... )

 zach came over to my grandmas w/ me today. we basically laid around and watched tv all day and then we went for a walk around the neighborhood and we hung out in the woods. Then we took him home and i had to go to band pictures. Then i came to my grandmothers house in WV and thats where i am at now. im just hangin out and stuff.....im gonna miss ( Read more... )

Ahh...band camp....what a wonderful place.....NOT!!! no actually it wasnt that bad...i play drums so i only had to march a little bit. the times we werent marching, werent that bad....we got to sit in the shade and listen to zac taylor tell us we need to go back to kindergarden and learn to count to 4. Hes like a freakin drum drill seargant when we ( Read more... )

hmm...lets see....ill start at the friday before last....
ok, so all that week i had been so excited to go to cedar point w/ zach. Then, I packed as much as I could for band camp and cedar point. So we eventually left the next morning,  &  we got there and it was like really hott...we went on a whole bunch of  rides (yay 4 rollercoasters!)....it was ( Read more... )