i feel like im seeing you from the inside out.  like the moment i met u i knew ur past and everything your made of and all i wanted to do was talk to u and learn ur name.  it was easy to become friends with you because ur that type of person.  and it was just as easy to stop being friends because im that type of person.  but we still keep finding ( Read more... )

i forgot about my live journal for a while.  and i have a feeling most people have moved on from it.  i dont know what prompted me to write an entry, boredom and procrastinating from homework i guess.  well i guess in my life right now i feel a little stuck.  im torn between getting what i want and giving someone else what they want.  see, it wont ( Read more... )

The truth is that I'm not so good
At showing how I feel.
Or keeping my mouth shut
When there's something to conceal.
Or knowing how to love,
Love's not in my memories
How can I rise above
All my insecurities?

mmmyeah, basically.

and you ask "what's wrong"  well, nothing is wrong.  nothing can ever be wrong because nothing was going right in the first place.

...so basically next year is going to suck.  basically the one thing i have been looking forward to soince freshman year is not going to happen anymore.  the things i was looking forward to are not going to be the same ( Read more... )

you know its, its hard sometimes..  theres these certain feelings u get for certain peoole for no reason at all.  these people that dont deserve u or any second of ur time but u stil waste way more on them than anyone else.  not talking to u doesnt work because after a while it gets hard and i just have to, and then it happens all over again.  its ( Read more... )

"there was that invariable moment when a person realizes that they are completely and utterly hopeless. like a night that lasted forever up until the moment you held hands, when, upon that action, time simply stopped. to be so young and in love and maybe this isn't love at all. you've got university pamphlets that litter your floor; a collage of ( Read more... )

1) sometimes i feel like im still in middle school and i can't wait for everyone to just grow up. maturity is a beautiful thing people

2) you are not entitled to friends, you have to earn them

3) i can not fucking wait for college!

great day everyone :)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink ( Read more... )

when you are younger things are always great no matter what they are.  You have no responsibility and no expectations..you look up to people.. you can't let anyone down because no one depends on you.  But when you get older it all changes, and things arent as fun anymore.. things are difficult and heartbreaking and unfair.. and today was supposed ( Read more... )

Hello :) this is my livejournal.. i can write whatever i want in it because it is mine.. i have a thing that keeps track of whoever clicks on this link in my profile.. so i know for a fact not many people read it.. im very happy about that.. because part of me doesnt want the whole world to read what im writing.. and then again, part of me does ( Read more... )