First time on posting in a while. I suppose I had to work up a good depression or righteous anger before I wrote again. Luckily, right now, I've got both. I'm of the opinion that people should not be allowed to sing unless they've been told by more than one person that they have the capability. Even then, they should not *brag* about their musical ( Read more... )

I've been neglecting this journal far too much. But, if I say what I really think and feel, then I'll just seem like I'm a whingy little bitch or like I'm grasping for attention or I'll get yelled at. That said, what's the point of lying? It's a fucking journal, for chrissake. Why would I lie. So...now you know and whatnot.

i can’t handle this anymore. if i don’t cut soon, i swear to fucking god, i AM going to explode. i’m so tired of people saying that they’ll do something and then not doing it. why the fuck do you think i asked you? for shits and giggles? no, you asswipe, it’s because i love your dumb ass and want to be with you. but whatever. i don’t even care ( Read more... )

Who knew that electronica could be so damn depressing? Maybe it's the beer.

I miss being able to pass out for hours on end and ignore the world and forget about everything that's happening to me. I want to sleep all the time again. I can't, because I have work, class, etc., but I do so wish that I could. I wish that I could just sleep and wake up and then it'll be a hundred years from now and everything will be better and ( Read more... )

So, I'm back at GuilCo, have been for a week. That's pretty ballin. Things with Thaddeus are awesome, but I don't know what's going to happen after this semester. I'm sort of worried on that count, but I can't really discuss it without feeling like something is constricting my windpipe and spreading Tiger Balm onto my irises and sclera. Also, I've ( Read more... )

So, I'm heading back to NC soon. That's good. In other news, where is all this inspiration coming from!? I've been writing up a storm. I think it's the new TBS album. Rockin my world and knockin some braincells loose in the process. Cool ( Read more... )

Oh no! I'm letting my jealousy get to me. Then again, he did say I looked like an anime character. I'm so happy and excited!

( Wanna see? )

Yeah, I think the title says it all, no?

"Attempted suicide by drowning. How original." excerpt from The Asylum

"Then up he rose and donn'd his clothes,
And dupp'd the chamber door;
Let in the maid, that out a maid
Never departed more." Ophelia

"There's rue for you, and here's some for me -- we may call it herb of grace o' Sundays. Oh, you must wear ( Read more... )

So, I've realized that I don't post on here as much as I feel that I should. But, I'm generally busy or don't really think about it. For some reason being up late at night, though, leads to me creeping on lj and thus feeling guilty and posting. So, here goes ( Read more... )