so lately i have been feeling great!

i am down 15 pounds!

i am loving life right now.

the only problem i am having is that i am a bit lonely.

i need a boyfriend.....
wah wah wah.
now i have to get over this whole "i'm super shy" thing....

so for the last 5 or 6 years i was realizing something was missing.
a part of me was missing and i didn't know what i needed to fill it.
i tried many things, acting, reading, movies, tv....
but it was still there and it was driving me crazy.

then it hit me!

BAM!!!!!!!

right inbetween the eyes....

BIG WOLF ON CAMPUS!!!!!!!

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So, A couple months ago at my doctor's appointment, he told me i was obese. not just over weight, but obese.

Now i am finally doing something about it, because it really bothered.

i have been going to the gym for about 2 weeks now with my mom and dad. bt i haven't been seeing any results at all.

so i am starting the medifast diet (mediafast1.com). i ( Read more... )

so i have started a blogspot account:
http://kelseabear.blogspot.com/

i am going to try and keep a weekly blog...so we will see how that works. 
i am not going to be using my livejournal much anymore, i'm not getting rid of my account, but i will be posting on my blogspot.

so 
later alligaters

so....let's have an update on my life:

1. I have a job at a salon as a stylist (Just for Looks Salon 540-288-1025)
2. The evil dead trilogy is pretty much amazing
3. bruce campbell is the man
4. b movies are pretty fantastic
5. danie, alan, josh, and i all made a movie a couple a days ago and now we are trying to edit it together

so bascially  work and ( Read more... )

so today i performed in the directing projects at our school in "danny and the deep blue sea".

this has been the single coolest acting experience of my life. It really pushed me as an actress because the scene was just so emotionally raw and it requiered a lot of practice and alone time.

it was definatly a step in the right direction

i can't wait to ( Read more... )

i feel very alone.

it's not any single thing...it's a lot of different things meshing into one big feeling of aloneness.

i hate this feeling.

i broke up with dan.

it's weird. in my head i had our entire life planned out. i thought, there's no way we can leave eachother because i loved him so much.

then he moved to arizona and everything changed.

he became a different person, and i secretly hated the person he had become. it's silly to think a switch of location could turn somebody into a ( Read more... )

My favorite song....kinda sums up my relationship with dan...

The Moldy Peaches- Anyone Else But You:

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side ( Read more... )

so.

i saw juno....it was amazing!

i got my tongue surgery and it hurts like a bitch. i can't eat anything....so i am living off water and smoothies...which are delicious, so it's okay i guess.

today i helped my sister move into her new apartment....it's very nice.

most of my friends are heading back to school soon...so that is kinda sad.

this is really ( Read more... )