So i think i'm going back to the old pen and paper method of journaling. Time to go back to personalized thoughts. though if i do have something shareworthy for everyone to read i will occasionally come back and post.

SO i didn't realize it was july until I looked at the date on this thing. So happy july. Anyhow, me and my roommate kristen officially got an apartment super close to where both of us need to be. About 5 miles from both my work and her grad school. I'm really super excited about it all. I mean, really....i can't wait to have my own place and ( Read more... )

Two things, one....a certain person's schedual is conflicting with our aparent desire to be with each other. At least it really seems mutual....he does in fact make quite an effort. And tonight was like...the last night before, sorry, try again next week. Which somehow seems like its going to be even worse, if that's possible. Its just...really ( Read more... )

I hate seeing people that I care about that are just really sad. Their lives just aren't real good, they seem awfully stuck in what they're doing and they don't realize they're in a rut and need to make alot of changes to get out and get happy ( Read more... )

So...life has slowed down. So has my collection of men. Most recent one that i've been enjoying has developed a distinct borring side. Don't get me wrong, he's very funny and entertaining, he'd just rather sit at his computer and talk about how he wishes he could buy a nicer car instead of getting up off his ass and walking somewhere. Then i ( Read more... )

So I got to plan my ciriculum for next year. I have a 6th, 7th and 8th grade choir plus my high school choir. The middle school chorus classes don't meet everyday so its not as much as it seems. Also I have 7th and 8th grade general music, which I am super excited about because I completely get to decide what they're doing. Which means... ( Read more... )

I really don't believe that anything I've been doing should have swayed the powers that be to fall in my favor, but somehow they have. I've been moderately selfish, a little mean and generally more concerned with myself than others. Yet...maybe sometimes putting yourself and your needs ahead of everything else are what you need to be satisfied in ( Read more... )

So anyhow...the fellow that i had been seeing (notice the past tense) was starting to drive me a little nuts. so this past weekend, when he called me on being disinterested and i didn't disagree, he got a little upset and broke up with me. Well, that is, i only really found out that he broke up with me because his face book was set to "single" ( Read more... )

So today I started as a substitute teacher. Its fun, cause i could be anywhere from the elementary to high school to regular classroom materials to "specials ( Read more... )

Yeah, i guess my life really will never be completely normal. I would say that i'm trying to make it more steady, but in reality i never am. I'm like...change? Something interesting? Lets pretend i don't want it ( Read more... )