i had a dream about you last night and it made me cry. i haven't talked to you in forever and am starting to worry like i was your mother. i don't get on here anymore. there's a dark and angry cloud over my thoughts today. drop me a line on myspace if you get the chance. miss you

I haven't been on here in a long time cause there's nothing much to say. Saw Ryan for like, 30 seconds today. He asked me to drive to this forested area that I have never driven to, and pull up alongside some hard to find and see shoulder. There was like a million shoulders out there in the middle of nowhere and it was raining. It looked like the ( Read more... )

I want to believe in a heaven ( Read more... )

I don't have time for this. I have a cold and want to do nothing but sit in bed and eat candy but I can't cause Riley is being destructive- and I don't have candy anyway. I either have PMS or am pregnant again. Holy fuck. I was gonna actually update this thing but I just don't feel like it ( Read more... )

I hate my older sister. I won't go into details but she tried to get me in a lot of trouble just because she couldn't have her way. She always pulls some stupid outlandish crap when she can't have control of a situation, no matter how crazy or at what cost to another person. Let's just say it could cause me problems with my son. If there is ( Read more... )

Ryan's been back for awhile now so I've been a little busy. We bought a new couch and television AND are getting a new car at the beginning of November ( Read more... )

I'm bored. I need to clean my house. Ryan's gonna be here in a few days. YAAAAAYYYYYYYYAAAH ( Read more... )

Noone wants to pay to see your day to day ( Read more... )

Geez, well, they changed Ryan's flight to the 5th of October. I'm kinda getting lonely. It's been almost a month of being here by myself. I keep trying to be optimistic but it's so hard. Being absolutely alone is a lot harder than it sounds. I know, I have Riley, but you know what I mean. There's only so much you can talk about with a 2 year old ( Read more... )

Climbed up on a rainbow ( Read more... )