its been over a year since ive used or even looked at this thing, i need a change in my life, it got dull, very quick. All my friends are off doing semi cool shit, moving out of state gettin sweet jobs, so on and so on, then theres me, stuck in the same place as always without a way to get out in sight. im fucking stuck and its the biggest load of ( Read more... )

wow, i didnt think id actually be posting anything on this anymore. i think my last post was in like october or something like that, and that was a long ass time ago. me and madeline are still dating, august 26th will be 1 year, which is totally fucked up cause its my longest relationship. our birthday is coming up, yes ours, we have the same ( Read more... )

yeah, x-mas is closing in and i could care less, i just wanna spend time with my girlfriend, listen to my new through the eyes of the dead cd, and chill, but nooo i gotta go places and not see her much, its bull shit, but other then that, me and madeline have been really good, i mean really good, better then i could have EVER expected, which is ( Read more... )

i have a girlfriend is she is fucking badass dude!!! if i lived by a mountain i would scream it at the top of the mountain as loud as i could, cause it feels great.

well, its been a few weeks, and quite a bit has happened, the girl i used to like screwed me over, so now im in the midst of liking a totally different one that i feel very strongly about, and im almost 100 percent sure we gonna start "dating" which is nice, she makes me feel really good about myself, and that feels really great

heres my god damn update, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IM FUCKING STUPID AS A ROCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE FUCK I EVEN FUCKING TRY THESE DAYS, I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GONNA HAPPEN, THE SAME FUCKING THING THAT HAPPENS EVERYTIME, AND YES IF WHOEVER WAS READING THIS WAS ( Read more... )

i notice i dont update this often, because nothing in my life is exciting to read about, since its only cool when your there. other then that, i kinda like this chick, its doubtful that she likes me, but ya know, thats just how things work in my life.

yep, been alittle while since ive updated, time for an update from hell bitch. testiloma had a show last week and it was badass, cause we're badass, we have another show this coming tuesday at floyds bar, if you wanna go, holler at me and ill tell ya how to get there. its $6, we're making two new songs, and their damn badass. i need to find me a ( Read more... )

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ya know, i thank god for testiloma, if it wasnt for that simple thing in my life, my life would be a waste. i dont understand girls, and they obviously dont understand me either. fuck man, i got nothing, tell mert hes usefull. please.