you know, sometimes i really dont understand myself... but hey shit happens. 2005 has already kicked off and is being gay. like elton john gay in fact. i just dont understand the way my head works, its fucking pathetic i think, i should at least have a general idea of whats going on...but i dont. its kinda sad when you strive for something and come ( Read more... )

xmas and new years are kinda over rated when you think about it, i mean, whats so special about a new year, its another year to make mistakes, to get fucked over, get fucked up, all that shit. people asked me what i liked most about 2004, and my answer is now, its over, thats what i like most about it. 2005 doesnt sound very promising either, but ( Read more... )

heres something for you all to laugh at like i once did ( Read more... )

mert got a hair cut

ive been drinking alot lately, wrestling has started, and thus far ive been sore everyday, and i have the flu. fuck off

http://photobucket.com/albums/v628/mertzilla1/

In memory of dimebag darrell, everyone has to drink a 5th of jack, so yeah mert hasnt updated in a while, big fuckin deal bitches. mert has also met a lady, wooooo, too bad she lives in a different state, god damnit. Florida is a long way away, like 1300 miles, that sucks dick dude, i need money to go down there and shit, i gotta kick her boyfriend ( Read more... )

so yeah i just downloaded the new mastodon cd, new dead to fall cd, the ed gein cd, and the new through the eyes of the dead, merts one happy metal lovin fool

Thanksgiving is over rated, it makes fat chicks fatter, homeless people more hungry and pissed then usual, and its a bitch to smoke down. Fuck holidays, even Christmas, "but you get presents mert", yeah you might, but i dont anymore, the only thing i get from christmas that is of any use to me is socks and underwear. Now that i think of it, i dont ( Read more... )

im back ( Read more... )