Well if it hasn't just been forever ( Read more... )

Feeling pretty low ( Read more... )

Just stalked Ron on face book and his website. Feeling pretty shitty. I miss him.

I wish I was in Africa. Doing something with my life. Instead of siting here in the stupid Valley doing nothing and helping no one. How do I get my feet off the ground? How do I start? Where is my head? Where is my heart?

I just woke up in a hot fuss from an awful dream. I knew I shouldnt have watched all those videos last night. That mental space is the same I occupy when I am having one of my episodes....only for a different reason ( Read more... )

My amazing soul mate...

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Well ( Read more... )

What an annoying waste of girl ( Read more... )

to write?

to even be in contact again???

jason is sleeping in my bed. my life is different.

my apartment is a messs.

what else is there to say?

i am a stranger to myself.
i have no time to even catch my breath, let alone to think. or write.

clean clean clean......

I guess you could say I am pretty depressed right now ( Read more... )

maybe today will be better than yesterday...i have to make it work. its all i have.....

fucking depressed. want to cry again, but i odnt want the headache. not a good way to start such a long work day.........