the fat one constantly stands in front of the tv. stupid little troll.

the noise never starts once my room mates enter the room. i just want to watch scrubs in peace.

I really am sick of being lonely. and halloween can kiss my ass.

so i'm talking to this guy online who i was "talking to" about a year ago... who has a fiance now, who i'm sure it's not gonna work out with, because when i knew this guy, he totally wasn't ready to get married, but whatever... it still makes me think "am i never gonna have that?"... and i totally don't want that here, because guys who are here are ( Read more... )

so i was at rehearsal tonight... and ironically, just as i was doing an imaginary line of cocaine off of a cabaret table, my nose started to bleed... it was the start of a horrible rehearsal... btw, i can't wait for this show to end so that i never have to see andy dorville's ugly cheating lying face again. it's hard to ignore someone who's that ( Read more... )

he gets up the courage once during every rehearsal to look at me hopefully and give me a pitiful smile... i raise my eye brows and then look away... i want to smile back, but it just doesn't come. today after he looked at me the one time, i spent the whole rest of rehearsal being pissed because i wanted to go over and make out or something. why ( Read more... )

i hope so

liars piss me off. and yes, if you just conveniently leave the truth out without ever mentioning it, that counts as lying. in fact i'm pretty sure one of my friends on here did this to someone else, and you're a fucking lame ass if you did. think about someone else for a change.

now that that's out, i hope everyone had a good weekend. :)

i miss sleeping next to someone... it was very comfortable... damn.

this is definitely an "as long as he needs me from oliver" situation... it sucks wanting to be there for someone who's not sure they want you there... but he needs me there, whether he knows it or not, so i'm there. and hopefully he'll accept that soon. i'm sad... but i'm not depressed... so that's good.