cross and cross between.
dangerous ground treads under feet, weak and quiet.
silent to the noise of clamour and wails for friendships thrown away.
tossed away and coughed away, trying to pretend they never existed.
when thoughts and memories seem fake, and truth seems skewed.
caught in queues in places where ownership is questioned.
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John Salvor Kotsakis


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FOB. melbourne concert. 7th of march 2007

flash, flash, flash photography never fit so well.
5 o'clock anticipation turned into 6:30 banging on the doors.
I wrote my username on my arm.
couldn't find anyone.
Thriller soundcheck got everyone high.
we were ready to bang down some doors.
ran back to the merchandise line more than enough times.
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ok, no one can see my updates on their flist.
at all.
none of my updates on their friends list
no one.
so I'm hanging really loosely on this thread here.
do I keep updating my journal.
but the people, my friends.
the people I care about and the people
who I want to share my life with can't see it.
What's the point,
Someone tell me how to fix this!
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Pete Wentz
My hero on so many levels
Agree with him or forget
you ever thought about him.
Either way, he inspires me
and keeps me alive.
Without him and his thoughts
in this world, I've got a feeling
I woulnd't be around.
 Take that what ever way you want.
But he shows me how to be strong.


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when life's given up on everything but making your own a bit more miserable than normal, what do you do?

seriously, give me answers.

l

Watching MCR last night
and getting to stare at Mikey
my ultimate musician in a perfectly handsome box
I thought I'd make a picspam.
Because I love Mikey to absolute peices
and you should too!
A mix of old and new Mikey,
But I love him either way!
You talented man!

Here we go..


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My Chemical Romance.
Where do I begin.
From the start? Ok will do.

There was me, Sarah and my brother John in the car going to the train station to get to
Festival Hall, where MCR were playing, then Welcome to the Black Parade came on the radio
and it just made us even more high, that we were going to the Melbourne concert!

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