When God throws so much at you, how do you know what things to catch, and what to let go? Things just keep barreling at me and I just keep thinking all I want to do is make others happy. Is there such a place that I can go to and from everyday and gain a sense of fulfillment? My heart aches for people, humanity, there must be some way to counter ( Read more... )

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I Won't
You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Before you're too far gone
Before nothing can be done
I'll try to decide where
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
You choose to ( Read more... )

I feel like today is a well needed posting day.. I am in awe and i am not quite sure what to think. What would happen if this would totally ruin all my dreams? it would almost have been better if i had never seen him again. is this coincidence?? my sweaty arm pits cant take it. He will be grading my papers. oh boy. what to do. I'm lost and giving ( Read more... )

 I'm busting my ass and it seems like there is no end in sight... I'm exaggerating, but really... I didn't get anything done on Friday... I was suppose to stay home and do homework, but I ended up falling asleep... Today I called into work to read a stupid book, that I've already read before, and do a write up for it... THEN I was suppose to read ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I want to just shout out that I need to be saved... "Single, 23 year-old, over here! I have problems! If you want to save someone and have lots of patience for a crazy loon that doesn't know how to not be awkward, then please, PLEASE enquire within!" That sounds pretty much like begging, which I am more than willing to do. Really. I need ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a long time so I thought that I should post something for those who actually read this.... for I haven't disappeared ( Read more... )

May 14, 2008 ( Read more... )

I am so excited. I might just poop my pants.

John Mayer, twice? Can it be true?? I sure hope so!!! I can't get enough of this man.

AND COLBIE CAILLAT TOO!?!? AH!

PS- School sucks... boy do I have some stories to tell...

The past couple nights I have been waking up at about 3 in the morning to a moaning cat that sounds like Lizzy. By the time we get out to the car and drive to where it's coming from, it stops. I'm really only 50% sure that it's lizzy but how do you sleep through it knowing that it might be the cat that you want to be safe and warm in your home? ( Read more... )