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Hello little boys, little toys.

Silly boy.

I'm going to make you cry.

Cyn

This will be my last update for a very long time.
But I think it will sufficiently do to describe my life for the time being and beyond.

insane dogs.
Tugging me down the street.
cats racing up the tree.
achy wounds got me spinning.
my life has developed a pattern.
I got can walk the walk.
I don't talk much.
Memories aren't so good.
Mostly just some pg 13 livin'
Time reveals the biggest liars.
its okay, i'm one too.

Cyn

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Yep, still in love with him.

Cyn

(thank you Josh Kelley)

yeah I love him.

He fixed my tomato.
Gosh that made me blush.
lol

He stopped his car and said he would take me anywhere I would want to go.
No matter where that is.
I've never seen him before.

Sometimes the opposite sex does things that make me think maybe they're not all bad.

Mostly just tomato boy.

:)

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Mostly I just find it poetic how I feel.
When I'm sitting there with a group of friends and my thoughts trail back.
And in those moments how very far I am from where I sit.

In those moments when the world is spinning my own head dizzy with thoughts of something I just won't share.

I never feel more alone than in that crystallized heartbeat.

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Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.

Cyn

Today as I walking to Peet's Coffee, a man came up to me. He was black and about fortyish. He told me his name. Which never registered with me, because I simply never take into account people's names until about the third time they tell me. Anyway, he said where he lived and some other stuff. He asked me my name. eep!

I made one of those "omg please ( Read more... )

Straight into the heart ( Read more... )