To those still even paying attention to this thing, I guess I should wrap it up. All my friends have basically left livejournal and I've been doing my blogging at melodramatic.com.

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I feel like I should say something, like it's been good posting here, or whatever, but that just seems so fake. I neglected this journal pretty often. You all know how ( Read more... )

Why should I watch Matt Damon cry without her at my side?
I pined as days went by, but now it's fine
'Cause in the end, we're such close friends, sugar-n-spice, and since then
There's more time for me, I've started a diary and washed my car again

And I can watch Good Will Hunting by myself (it's cool, it's fine)
I can shop for clothes without her ( Read more... )

Make up your mind and I'll make up mine,
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.
Those words that you said to me, why wasn't I listening?
"I wish I hadn't met you at all"

I started thinking...
I'll sit back and relax and wait for the morning.

We'll wake up, we'll make up, and do this for the last time
We'll wake up, we'll make up, and do this for the ( Read more... )

I hate myself for being so weak.

Don't- ah fuck it.

-Junger

I CAN'T LIFT MY ARMS VERY HIGH ( Read more... )

In the silence of darkness, among the shadows of the dead we hear
a wolf howling hungry to wake up children of the graves
Unripe Vengeance! The cult that serves as revenge
has put forward it's fangs to declare a fucking WAR!

Only calmless spirits of corpses are passing by the altars of Bodom
where everything but death is a lie
To spill your blood ( Read more... )

I baleeted all the old voicemails I had from her. I'd been keeping them to hear her voice.

One step at a time.

Don't die.

-Junger

"It is dawn. You are just waking up, thinking about putting breakfast together. Each little movement of you going into the day, coming back to life, being born, falls into place as you slowly, deliberately get out of bed and stand up. Leaving your room, you notice the air. Looking at your body, you remember your parents who fed you. Looking around ( Read more... )

In good old times, remember my friend
Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes

We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss?
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now?

"Can we ever have what we had then?
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
If ( Read more... )

When a man lies,
He murders some part of the world.
These are the pale deaths,
Which men miscall their lives...
All this I cannot bear to witness any longer.
Cannot the kingdom of salvation,
Take me home?

Amazingly enough, I found 2 kinds of soda cans that were purple, so the only one left to make is yellow. Easy, lemonade and Orange Dry.

Going to make ( Read more... )