at the end of the day, im gonna say wat i mean.  ~ this time around…

you kno its weird,  I wrote this and even I get confused, not really…

here goes...

you know that her friend is tellin her how much better she is than you,  thats a taste of friendship.  and bawlin in the Ford, using Dunks napkins to wipe my eyes dry, knowing all ( Read more... )

so i went to the cape today... and wat an interesting trip that was!

my grandfather has a cottage for about 3 weeks and i went with my aunt and uncle, which is a friggen trip in itself.  the 3 hour drive which was filled with bickering and petty arguments that only kids 20 and under should be having.  And they are well in their 40's!  so we get to ( Read more... )

so it was an interesting week... lets do a day-by-day.... or lets not...

beginning of the week... feeling- akward... bcaz we brought someone only one of us knew.... but after she said more than 2 words, she was easy to get along with.  the stupid tarp meg brought was the size of a friggen football field... and the neighbors laughed... and then ( Read more... )

you cant force love....  how do you force love?  i dont understand....
should love just come naturally?.... is it something you have to work towards?
why does it have to be superficial?....  i can be so superficial
why can't i take this whole LJ thing lightly?
why am i always writing about this stupid love thing!?
caz i guess i dont have a good enough ( Read more... )

Bored... so bored in fact that i checked out Nysnc.com.... omg how sad... and i couldn't even get into the website caz my computer is so fucking slow... err!  and now i got the old old BSB playing on my cd player...  i'm so fucking bored and pissed and argh...  just dont even ask... ...

arghhhhh!  im ( Read more... )

"WHAT IS IT ABOUT LOVE THAT MAKES US SO STUPID?"

its not even love either!  its just life in general.

so lily said that i dont write enuf about my gurls... so here goes...

the other week was def a nifty fun week.... even thou we had noooo money... nights at Roberts Field were def interesting... :) 
ergh,.... every time i want to write some ( Read more... )

sooooooooooo!.... followed by a deep sigh....  the last week,

filled with one gradutaion, one arrival of a grandfather, uncle drama, and a whole bunch of hanging out with friends!.... wait i have no friends...shit!  hahaha jkjk
so i just got back from the beach tonite with niko and tommy,  good times at hampton beach, and many more to come!  but ( Read more... )

I HATE THIS!!!! the minute you finish your LJ entry you do something stupid to delete it!!!!!~ eh

So I was writing about dinner last night w/ a FEW of the MB kids… Kyle, Sue, Kary, Lauren, Nick and Deryl. (deryl, Spoken w/ a lil attitude….*)  but it was finally fun.  And just that I feel that I have to apologize to the 9’s for everyone’s behavior.  ( Read more... )

so i love love.....   but it hurts..... but i'm not sure i kno wat love is!... i think i have a good idea

the whole thing is done.... i screwed it up... caz i freaked out... thinking about things too much can be bad...

but i guess i need to think for myself, and stop looking to other people to give me the answer

i need to trust my own judgement ( Read more... )