It's kind of fucked up that it took me so long to realize. I mean, of course many have warned me and many have told me their views of it, but for some reason it never actually occurred to me. Seeing that I do feel the same as they do now, it makes me feel a little dumb and especially ignorant towards such a matter. Instead of dwelling on how I was ( Read more... )

MEHHHH!!!

Josh got another tattoo .. it's fucking ugly.. everyone else likes it but frankly .. whispers... it's UGLY

Christmas is in EXACTLY ONE week!! I shall be going over to Josh's families for the holidays.. which would be rock on .. I suppose. Josh is getting more done on his new tattoo on Thursday.. cause ya know .. he has the money for [ ( Read more... )

that's right Victor.. there's another broken window at Nick's lol.

I can't believe Thanksgiving is already over and Christmas is coming up! I still haven't gone Christmas shopping. Don't you guys just *love* my icon?? So gorgeous.

* I love Christmas *

Less than one month until C H R I S T M A S
** and 50 days until my 18th birthday ( Read more... )

I thought I'd post something. It's a Friday night.. beautiful day. Josh is being pissy about something. I hear Vic is sick -.- Probably seeing Saw II and Cliff tomorrow and perhaps Jacob. Roman called.. for some reason Josh isn't calling him back. Probably wants to party or something ( Read more... )

It's weird how much one certain event can affect you. I just looked at an old friend's profile today.. well sorta profile and seriously... it was like instant sadness. I feel very dejected. But I guess it's a better feeling than rage.. which apparently I have a lot of ( Read more... )

It seems like everyone is all ready for college and what not, so weird I guess. It’s like I’m caught in some sort of time stream where I see everyone going forward while I’m in neutral. Kind of like how a housewife must feel when everyone else making money and working and sending their kids off to daycare while…. I’m not even gonna bother ( Read more... )

So yeah it's my senior year, and I've already missed about half the days .. that's bad since I'm in jeopardy of not graduating on time. And everyone tells me I'm so smart, I just wish I had the intellect to motivate myself. Josh asked me today, what my dream job and place would be. I was kind of stunned at the question, I thought for a while and ( Read more... )

so I still haven't began to pack.. and we're moving in two days. Maybe I should. Yeah. Well today Ozzy and I are going out to lunch then *hopefully* we'll begin to pack some of my stuff. Josh is offering to help so maybe I'll get to see him this week before Friday ( Read more... )

Hey I wanted to update real quick.

It seems like everyone's moving and change is just happening all around me. It's kind of cool but depressing. Josh said something sort of enlightening to me though, it was quick but it really stuck in my mind. Change, it's the only definite thing. It's true. The only thing that's constant is change ( Read more... )