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metal_king

::sigh::

Apr 30, 2004 14:55

Today is friday, the 30th of April. Kelly came home last night. I miss her so dearly. I enjoy every time i get to see her. I was totally not feeling like wanting to do anything. Even going to see her. But i forced myself too because i couldn't just not go see her. I felt so good to be myself again. I was totally happy and content last night ( Read more... )

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... kessyud May 1 2004, 18:35:54 UTC

I just want you to know that you are NOT a lump that takes up space. You are THE nicest most amazing guy I've EVER met. No lie.
Things with your parents will get better. You've lived with them like this for quite a while now and I think you can handle just 4 more months. It will be so good for you to get away from home. And EIU seems like a nice school.
You won't lose me. Ever. I won't leave you. Ever. Right now, yes, we're not "going out" but you're still like my best friend and I don't want ANYTHING to turn bad between us. I'm sorry that my college self-exploration is hurting you so badly. I knew it would, but it needs to be done.
People keep telling me that you and I need space (esp after Thursday night), but I can't do that. And I'm scared if I give us space (even though I would never want to), that it would just push you further away. So fuck what other people say.
I'm right here always.

Re: ... metal_king May 3 2004, 21:37:37 UTC

Thanks. I'll be with you no matter what. Sorry, i'm just confused about everything right now. I know you probably won't read this comment, but it's all good.

Yo! devious_serpent May 2 2004, 21:30:25 UTC

Yo dude, we've been through a lot together. I have seen you get through worse. You have been hurt before and chances are we'll all be hurt again, its not just you. At least Kelly is making the effort to remain your friend. And the only reason I would ever reccomend you two to give each other space is when you two hurt so badly from seeing each other. I truly believe that you tow should be thrown at each other. Confront your feelings, learn to deal with it. Allow yourself to hurt, make yourself and your friendship stronger.
Syd and Grumpy Bear say 'hi'.
Give me a call if you need to talk...before midnight.

Re: Yo! metal_king May 3 2004, 21:39:15 UTC

Dude, you're my heterosexual life partner. hahha. Anyways, I know we've been through problems worse than this, but this one is something i really care about. I mean yeah it hurts and all, but i'll eventually get over it because i have too. Even if i don't want to, i will just for the sake of Kelly. So, adios