I know it's been awhile since i've updated but I have to get something out of my mind before i explode. So here we go... I feel like i shouldn't be thinking about kelly non-stop. I feel like I should be doing what i want to do. But i can't. I keep thinking of her. over and over and over and over and over and over and over again images of her ( Read more... )

This past week. The major important factor is that kelly and i got back together and it just feels great. Even though we didn't act like we weren't going out for awhile, it feels even better to be with her now, than not be with her. Maybe by the end of summer we'll take a break again. I have no trouble making friends with saying i have a g/f, i ( Read more... )

I was hanging out with Kelly earlier today. She told me that she regrets breaking up with me, but isn't quite sure if she wants to get back together. I totally want her back. I've never been as happy as i have when i was with her. Even now that i'm single, I can flirt around more so than i could before, but i'd trade it all in just to go back ( Read more... )

Today is friday, the 30th of April. Kelly came home last night. I miss her so dearly. I enjoy every time i get to see her. I was totally not feeling like wanting to do anything. Even going to see her. But i forced myself too because i couldn't just not go see her. I felt so good to be myself again. I was totally happy and content last night ( Read more... )

I just don't get it anymore. When I go away to school, i think it'll be easier for me to be able to go out and party. but since i still live at home, everyone is away at school, and for instance now, when i want to just talk to somebody, there's nobody to be found. I seriously don't know why i bother anymore. I'm just gonna quit and face the ( Read more... )

Despite the Easter weekend, i still enjoyed it because kelly came home. I was happy to see her show up to work this weekend and see me. I was happy to have the chance to see her everyday she was home. Even if it was for like 5-10 minutes, it felt like it was heaven for all eternity. Kelly is my sparkle and I am her shine. Does that make sense ( Read more... )

Life sucks, then you die. I'm just in a bad mood tonight. I dunno why. I feel i've hurt the most precious person to me and i can't get over the fact that i feel that way. I just wish i would die so i wouldn't hurt you like this. I sometime hate who i am. I feel i just hurt you all the time and it hurts me soo much. So, i'm gonna stop using ( Read more... )

Well, i guess i'll tell you about my day. Today was boring. i had to drive a friend to get to his job interview at the summer camp i'm affilated with. The camp director used to live down the street, two blocks from the current house she's in now. The house she lived in was huge. This one is huger. I was like, wow! I don't bump my head on the ( Read more... )

Well, good evening class, and welcome to the 45th annual arm baking contests. You see my friends, we've come to a new arrival in a boys life. The time where he starts to notice changes around him and to him. So i'd like to welcome you to the brand new live journal developed by me, the metal king. Enjoy!