Ok, I'm officially a Sophomore at Lake Howell High School cuz I moved..o/w. I'm makin alot of friends there....well....ok....ppl I tlk to lol. Anyways...there's one chick there name Shayla...an I have a fuckin HUGE crush on her...I finally told her last nite too..an now I feel like a dumbass *meep*. Anyways, I'll try an post more often on here. oh ( Read more... )

A'ight....err.....*sings* I'm just a kid, and life is a nightmare............ok, sry, but that's how I feel rite now, I feel like shit, and again....I WANNA FUCKIN DIE!! grrr....y can't anyone see it?! I WANNA GO BK OUT WIT AMBER SO BAD!! I'm jus' afraid ta' ask her....I dunno y....I jus' am....I guess I'm afraid cuz I dun want Jen(Taylor) to get ( Read more... )

God, today sucked balls, well...not literally ofcourse. I had to go to Church and play bells....gah....and all I got was compliments afterwards....much fun. Also, afterwards, my friend Jennifer T., told my other friend Jennifer H. a big secret about me, I was radiating red all day, and still am. Half the time I wish I was never alive....I don't ( Read more... )

This sukz.....2 of my friends r goin' out....but I luv 'em both....and it hurts so much. I'm tryin' so hard not to hurt myself again...but it's really hard. I've had so many meltdowns now and.....I can't take it. I'm crushed inside, and no-one knows, how do I tell ppl? I won't. I'm gonna let everything stay inside....build up...then let it all out ( Read more... )

This fuckin' suks yo! Ok, My friend g/f likes me, and she might break up wit my friend for me...and I don't want that damn-it! I made this poem just now...it's kind-a fucked up tho, and it doesn't even have a title ( Read more... )

ok...how's this: Today was wretched! I have no love life, and the person I do like...well doesn't. I actually like about 3-4 ppl, but I'm like...in LOVE with one of 'em. They made me mad today though! Also, me and my pals are startin' a band...err...TRYING to start one lol! Anyway, I absolutely hate my life (Social, Home and school)! God...just end ( Read more... )

Ok, this sucks. I finally see a movie I think is interesting in 6th per.(Ms. Farmer, English) about bombings and stuff, and she cuts us off! WHY?! Anyway, I'm finally in a group I've wanted to be in, and everyone's drifting! As soon as I get there, they drift! I wanna help, but everyone's like me....independent, and it sucks when u wanna help ( Read more... )

I have to say, life sucks. No-one notices me, I'm known as a teachers pet, and I'm always mocked. I want to escape my little box...my little world that holds me back from my true potential.