aghhhhhhhhh i dont know waht to do anymore iam so stressed about money and other shit that all i want to do is smoke to get the stress out but i know that if i did smoke then alot of people will kill me so i dont know dreaking use to help but not no more and music helped but not really anymore. so idk what to do anymore ( Read more... )

long days and longer nites and i still think of the past. why things happen and all that have hurt me and the ones i hurt. when will this all be right one day. when can i have a family that cares for me as much as i care for them. when will my friends stop useing me or treating me like a 2 year old. when will this pain in my body go away. when can ( Read more... )

Reborn - Stone Sour ( Read more... )

well after along two weeks i can say things are starting to get better for me ( Read more... )

well its been a few months since i last wrote in here. alot has happend and its been a great ride ( Read more... )

quick update well i no longer have the ranger i took it upto a diff dealer and they baught it off of me and now i have a brand new f150 yes i finaly own a new truck no more used or hand me downs. but thats all i wanted to say good nite all

well iam back again ( Read more... )

well all is good on this side of town lol. i took ashley out for her 19th b-day it was so awsome. i started out haveing flowers sent to her work on friday sep 30th then went with her and her family to dinner. then on saterday i got off work and picked her up and we went to the oasis hottub place omg was that fun hehehe. then me and my mom took her ( Read more... )

all i hear is blah blah blah you know something one time i considered everyone family till all i got was treated like a pice of shit you know something my family is my mom and my dad thats it you all never ever gave me the respect that i needed i respected everyone in that house what did i get???? the fucking push to the rotten basement and then ( Read more... )

well i guess i should up date well things are going great with me and ashley ( Read more... )