every time i get setel somewhere i always get moved somewhere else. i'm since of cps runing my life. don't get me wrong i love my case worker. but i want one spot and to stay thire or get moved to my moms house

if iwas the the only around
would you care then
if i was the only one to say ilove you
would you you me to

i am nothing to you but you just don't see
on what you do to me
oh baby love me so

butg we are nothing alike now are we
i am dieing here
and their is noone there to help me
noone their to pick up my falling pieses

everything is falling apart!!!i dfon't think i can do this. it is driving me crazzy.. i miss all my friends in florida ans i want to scearm.. i feel like things are dieing for me. nothing is good. i can only say i have a few good friends but sometimes things are better the other way around.i am so sick of waniting to off myself. god shoot me.all i ( Read more... )

handing with one of my best friends for about 5 days...that's so good anyhow i with someone named kody.but i miss bryan i loved him so much!i still cry over him

everything is so fucked up!!! the only thing i want to do is kill my self!! because i feel as if idon't matter to the world anymore

i'm in love with this guy! he's awsome i usally don't like he's type someone who doesn't know any thing about rock,espeally someone who don't even know who marliyn mason is... wow i could never see my self with an redneck!!! when he holds me in he's arms it's like something that's to good to be true.. he's not like every other guy he's diffent and ( Read more... )

i just got an myspace!!!http://www.myspace.com/90034574 go here and check it out

the finger down my thougth makes me wonder why i'm not happy about my body. i think in my head is this worth all the torror i put my body though? for the perect body, am i ever going to be happy with my self? driving my body to insandly when i don't feed it. all for me to feel better about my self. is it worth it,for my body to eat the inside. then ( Read more... )

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i sit here every day wodering why must i do this to my self? i look in the mirror also saying to my self ' i look like an digusing pig'.so i stop eating. what the hell is wrong with me? i'm looseing collaol over every thing,that's one of the only thing i have collaol of.even my cutting has got out of collaol!!!!!