Interesting things..girls and relationships. It's as if when you want one, they're all about it but when u don't they want nothing of it and will find every reason to bitch. Or for the other side of the mirror, you get into one and about 2 months in...they're tired of you. i don't like it, in fact I hate it. I hate the way everything seems to fall ( Read more... )

First of all a few confessions. Last night I chilled with my homeboy, Milt0n. I was supposed to goparty with two of my other homeboys, Nick and Brandan but it looked like those two weren't gonna show up so I hit up milt0n and I invited him over ya know what I'm sayin? And we were juss chillin and I had a particularly crappy day, and I slipped,fell, ( Read more... )

I'm hating life right now. But at the same time, I'm loving it! I hate the way I always seem to mess up lives, however innocently. I don't like the fact that my life isn't as good as it's supposed be by religious standards. But I love the fact that my backyard wrestling fed is taking off. Which reminds me, when I said Bo was the 8th, I was wrong, ( Read more... )

I sometimes wonder what it'd be like if I juss didn't interfere in people's lives. Have you ever felt like you mess up more than you fix?? LOL, well truth be told, I don't juss feel like that...I know that. I always seem to latch onto the first person I think I like, and then I refuse to let go of them, even when it might be best. I have people ( Read more... )

"risin to the street,light me up that cigarette and I'll strap shoes on my feet ( Read more... )

O man!! I'm so excited. My friend Kyle, just told me that he heard 2 people talkin about wrestling. The coolest thing is one of the guys that wants 2 wrestle we've already trained. Their names? Bryan and Michael, who we'll call Mike. They wanna wrestle over the christmas break, which is cool because I'm not goin anywhere this year so it all works ( Read more... )

So..anyways, I knew somethin was up when I started writing. I figure out what it was. I don't need to be anywhere unless I have a ride to church that won't fall through. I also need to start hangin out with more friends from church out of church. I really do, I mean I love hangin out with Joey, Bo, Jesse, and Jeff and John all of whom I've hung out ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how to explain this one....Actually, I have a huge lingering feeling of weirdness right now, I feel like I'm missing something. It's like there's somethin I told someone I was going to do that I never did. I hate it when I do that. Tell someone something and then forget what I was supposed to do or like they dun ever get online or ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone understand how really difficult it feels to be surrounded by soo many people and yet still feel alone. I wonder what and who I would be if I didn't ever meet Joey and Bo. I'm always thinking about the other options. I mean, does anyone's life ever not get complicated? Is there a person in this world who walks with us today that ( Read more... )

5:14,Monday morning at the time of this writing. I'm up for school, which shocks a lot more of you than anything. I wanna say somethin before I get down to the hardcore subject of this writing. This morning as I logged on to the best internet service ever(sarcasm) AOL, I noticed 2 people had replied to my livejournal, just because I'm weird and ( Read more... )