baby i love you.

chris and i were driving to the grocery store the other nite. it was snowing and the roads were crappy, we started fish tailing and ended up in a really big ditch across the street from the car dealer on rt. 50. i've never been in an accident like that before, i thought i was going to die. we were so lucky. we came out fine and the car came out ( Read more... )

i think i had the worst vacation ever. then i went to work and it sucked as usual. now my weekend is sucking. so pretty much everything sucks. except my love. i have the motivation of a sloth. i unravel before my eyes and i can't stop.

so vacation on thursday...fuck yeah. nyc and all that. okay the rest of my thoughts i keep in my head..so..TOO BAD...that was for you babe..;-P...

my holidays haven't been that great i miss my fam a lot. tonite sucked. i watched pulp fiction and went to bed...i don't think it would have been fun going in town anyway.
hopefully i'll have my vaction soon and get to go visit people..
happy fucking new year.

today is my birthday!!! yesterday turned out good after i went home, and got drunk. i got lots of rad presents. i feel like shit today but i'll get over it.. yay 22!

last nite was so weird, it made me really sad..i hate the holidays when everyone fucking comes home that i used to go to highschool with, and you don't acknowledge that you know them cause they sucked then and they prolly suck now. get outta my bar IDiots!!! blah. i dunno why i get so sad all the time. we saw brit and she was so freakin trashed, i ( Read more... )

hm i'm just not sure where to start with my thoughts....i always sit around feeling sorry for myself and i never do anything about it. i have these distance friends i never talk to and they're the best friends i've ever had, and why i don't stay in touch is beyond me. i'm starting to realize that maybe if i stayed in touch i could get myself going ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking upset and pissed off right now, they're saying there's no way for Kerry to win Ohio...something needs to happen...i think i need to move to canada......i fucking hate this.

stop reading this and go vote!