miss beth moved in with us last week, i haven't seen her much in that week but i think things are going okay with it. i've been working a lot and today i left early cause i was getting so stressed out about work and money and myself. i thought the other nite i actually had a break through with my anxiety, chris said he was proud of me, but i feel ( Read more... )

one day i'll flip out and stay that way.......is today that day?

equals how long mr.biddle and i have been together, he is the love of my life and always will be.
THE END.

i love you just a little bit more......

so we are officially back from vacation, i had my first day back at work today, and it actually didn't go to badly, i think prolly cause i only had to do ny camping. hmmmm where to begin...we drove to TN starting last friday thru a bunch a thunderstorms but we made it and got there at like 1pm there time, my parents friends were there and it was ( Read more... )

tonite we are leaving to see my parents/other family! i wish they lived in a better state...but alas..redneck country here we come!!!!!

my day started off okay, work and the usual. donna came home and i was wicked excited to see her. we went out to DAs had some drinks. that's where it started to go downhill. you know me and drinking, it's just never a good idea. all i wanted to do was go in the alley and take a shot of erin's mezcal (sp?) and i didn't think it was a big deal. it ( Read more... )

i keep falling into this place where no one knows i'm really there.

i don't know if you can even comprehend where i'm coming from or why i got so upset tonite. i worry about you so much. i know you can take care of yourself, i'm well aware that you are capable and know what you are doing. but do you UNDERSTAND how it makes me feel when i here what you are thinking about doing? i don't want you to get to the point ( Read more... )

mr. biddle, i love you.