So me and Stevie broke up for reals finally. We have been broken up for quite some time and I am just glad I am not getting back together with him like I usually do. I move out this Friday and I am so excited. I am still working I'm so lucky. I have been partying a little too much though. I need to calm down a bit. Tonight is an awesome houseshow ( Read more... )

So me and holly went to Louisianna for MetallicA and DOWN and we had a blast gettin f'd up on Bourbon St. Now we will be going to Seattle for KORPIKLAANI and it is going to be the shit. Their first U.S. tour! Of course we will see them in Hollywood also. Cannibal Corpse in San Bernadino. I followed 3 inches of blood to Hollywood, Anaheim and of ( Read more... )

My camcorder got stolen from my house. Lame.

So my job is driving me nuts right now...we are so backed up in work I get so overwhelmed and it is really bad for me, but I guess I shouldnt complain since now a days if you have a job its a very good/lucky thing. But all in all I do love my job. I enjoy it ...so it isnt that bad being there at least. New years eve is coming up and I have no idea ( Read more... )

Some couples have pictures of them at a picnic, the mountains (which i have never been to), or even just out in the town. Me? Psh no i dont have those. I wish but I don't. It has been a year and a half and I dont really do anything with my bf. He always says no. Its BS i think. I want to leave my house, it is annoying me like crazy right now. Maybe ( Read more... )

Its my birthday and the last thing i want to do is cry. Fuckin asshole.

Last night was pretty chill and fun. Holly treated me to a night of Sarah Bareilles...(I think thats the name) and brews. Some good tasty blueberry stuff but to me tasted like fruity pebbles. The girl was cool she plays piano but I think she is somewhat a lil Alanis just trade the harmonica in for the keys. Today Stevie and I are going to see ( Read more... )

i am excited for the debate tonight. I am going to PT's to watch and eat bomb ass bar food and become obese =)

The weather is soooo nice out tonight. It puts me in that Halloween and fall sense of whatever feeling I dont know how to explain it but I'm sure all you fucks get that feeling too for whatever season or holiday. I am just in a good ass mood right now and Stevie is looking so sexy and man oh man...welp ya know.

My life doesnt feel right. I love the hell out of my son and out of stevie. Everytime i get home from work and the baby isnt there it is just gay. Stevie is ALWAYS alseep when i get home and when i wake him he doesnt kiss me hello or say anything really like i would imagine. I just wanna leave and go somewhere where i feel alive at but if i go out ( Read more... )