Really... If anyone ever see's this post, you need to call up 2002! They want their social networking back.

Holy shit. I started this in 2001 and what a miserable depressed little bastard I was ( Read more... )

Myspace AND Facebook are down for a few hours.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Whatever will I do?

Oh Live Journal... What have you become? Oh how I wish you could be as popular as MySpace but alas, you will never be that cool. Sorry. Since I very rarely sue this, everyone can hit me up at http://myspace.com/claysmith

Ok, so I've figured out why I'm really not happy. The reason why I feel so lonely is because I don't feel like any one really gives a shit. I mean I'M always the one who calls, and and plans and pops over and frankly I'm fucking tired of it. If I have to sit in this damn office chair for the rest of my life, at least I'll know what the problem was ( Read more... )

I like someone. Alot too. Not sure why I'm writing this. Havn't updated in a while. Just wanted to set the record straight. I like someone. They probably won't ever read this which makes it ironic I am not going to use their name.

Good friends are hard to find, but better ones won't ever leave you alone. I know whenever I wake up, everyday, that no matter how crappy a day I have or whatever happens to me, that at any given point I've got 3 or 4 people I can call that will drop whatever they are doing and will chat with me. Thats what real friendships and relationships are ( Read more... )

The theme of the evening is letting go. It sucks. No way around it. It's hard to see someone you care about make not so good decisions. It sucks when you can see some of their answers or you know what they need to succeed. And then you have to come to truth with you can't make them do anything. You have to indeed let go. And if they choose to ( Read more... )

It's been a while so here are some things i'm most thankful for:

• I am constantly surrounded by good people who for the most part care about my well being.
• I get to go to a school that some people would do alot more than I to go to.
• I have a car that works and won't blow up soon

Just a few things that keep me going every morning.

I am listening to some beautiful music right now, and it's reminding me of all the beautiful, amazing people I have in my life. There are a few people of wich i will do anything for and with out them i wouldn't havea reason to even get up in the morning. I'm not sure if any of them will read this but they know who they are. Sorry for the lack of ( Read more... )