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[metallicblue]

As my OCD starts to control my life I feel like I am going crazy, constantly repeating words and phrases to myself and counting them on my fingers repeatedly until I feel satisfied. I'm beginning to think that I have a love/hate relationship with habits and routines. There are some I've grown to honestly loathe, like hair maintenance, and I'm being

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[derekiscool]

terribly sorry to hear about the bad news. shit happens. let's do lunch, I don't remember the last time that I saw you.

[skyisacanvas]

Yeah I had that shit rolling through my head before, too. Eventually you calm down and focus. Sometimes the combination of certain things, or lack thereof, gives you too much time to spend in your head, even if you're not alone. If that makes sense. You should find a really good book, and everytime you start to go crazy, sit down and read it, get completely out of yourself. Read The World According to Garp or something.

[metallicblue]

Well I totally would resort to reading my like, 8 summer reading books if it would quell my inner madness, except for the fact that everytime I sit down and read I get distracted, and then tired, and eventually give in and take a nap, only making me more tired and even more lazy... it's a viscious cycle, you see.

[skyisacanvas]

Yeah that happens to me sometimes. There must be a cure.
Hey though, I'm almost done writing my book. I'll send you that shit and maybe it'll keep you awake!
(Or not).

[_lozenge]

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