Sometimes I convince myself I'm just watching myself and not actually first hand experiencing any hardships I might be actually experiencing, and then I'm a pretty happy dude. Try that out.
You spelled epiphany wrong by the way, smarty pants. Tee hee.
oh oopz my bad I updated this really quick before work.
it's just that I plan out what I'm going to do every week, think about how much it's all going to suck before any of it even happens, grin and bear it when it actually does...and then at the end of the week its like THANK GOD that's over, now I'm one day/week/month closer to X (ie. graduation, spring break, seeing my boyfriend, whatever).
I feel like I'm cutting all the happy fun stuff out of the picture by being so apathetic and anxious about everything being overwith, and when it is all over, I'll regret it. rofl
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You spelled epiphany wrong by the way, smarty pants. Tee hee.
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it's just that I plan out what I'm going to do every week, think about how much it's all going to suck before any of it even happens, grin and bear it when it actually does...and then at the end of the week its like THANK GOD that's over, now I'm one day/week/month closer to X (ie. graduation, spring break, seeing my boyfriend, whatever).
I feel like I'm cutting all the happy fun stuff out of the picture by being so apathetic and anxious about everything being overwith, and when it is all over, I'll regret it. rofl
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