So tonight is my last night spent in MY room. I know there will be plenty more nights where i will find myself underneath these familiar sheets, but it just wont ever feel the same ( Read more... )

i thought that by doing the tortilla tonight i would feel a lot better about a lot of things. It's a release...a moment of happiness, a temporary escape from reality ( Read more... )

love 
really
really
sucks
...
a lot
.

love, knowing no geography has no boundaries

I think I might delete my livejournal...

I dont care if you read this or if you don't. I don't want to know what anyone thinks because i am sick of having to care about what people think. I need to get this out of me before I do something stupid. I am in a panic right now and I have no idea what I have just done ( Read more... )

he's all i need.

it feels so unreal.
we made it.

I am tired of being ignored.

Spring is creeping up on me and i should be loving every day before it's gone for good. 
But for some reason im not happy with much of anything anymore.
I hate that i feel like i am stuck with this crappy feeling where i think im happy for a while but then it goes away.
I'm also scared too because Im feeling like I did a few years ago.
This should be ( Read more... )

who am i kidding