darkness

[metallicpenguin]

my life is nothing but darkness. i'm so depressed over this teaching thing. and lately all i do is drink (never get drunk but do drink) and think about how much i wanna have sex. last night it got so bad that i called and e-mailed the guy i had a really dumb one night thing with last year. the guy that practically wanted to rape me, just to see

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Kate my lover

[snowhite1120]

Kate Hun ... omg we need to be each other support buddys i know EXACTLY how u feel ... i feel like the world is crashing down and everything is going out of control. and i know what its like to sit there and cry and be sad and o one even knows why... but deep down u know why.. some nights all u feel like is why are u here ?? why ?? but i know that deep down someone needs me... somewhere ... u know that drunkin dialing really isn't the best thing .. u know that i will always listen to u drunk or not .. when u feel like life is falling and sprialing out of control call me ... i know what its like to be sad and not know what to do...
u know that i love u man
---Your lover

Re: Kate my lover

[metallicpenguin]

sad fact--it wasn't even drunk dialing. i was absolutely and completely sober.

Re: Kate my lover

[snowhite1120]

oh my .... either drunk or sober ... plz feel free to call me 24-7