i miss clinton.:( he wasn't at school today, he had a headache this morning.:( so, school was boring today... seems like everybody's getting sick ( Read more... )

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i feel nervous today for some reason. i think what happened will actually bring us closer together. i've realized that i can't worry so much about nothing. i know i was annoying and stuff. but i think things will be good now ( Read more... )

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i'm sick today. i called in today. i didn't think i could handle work again tonight. and i just wanted to be alone. i was laying on the couch, watching t.v., crying, and the phone rang. clinton called. he said he'd missed me. and asked if i'd come over and talk. and so i did, and now everything is okay. i am so happy.:) patience was the ( Read more... )

i barely made it through work. i broke down a few times and they let me go outside and take a break. i'm trying hard not to think about it all, because it's too much for me. this pain is overwhelming. and my head is killing me. i can't sleep. food is unappealing. i feel, dead. and i know everybody is probably getting tired of hearing this ( Read more... )

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i don't think i've ever felt so dead and so empty inside ( Read more... )

i apparentely have been oblivious to all bad things in this relationship. i really don't understand what happened. everything seemed fine like 2 days ago. but appearently not... i didn't see this coming honestly. and i wish you'd let me in. i fucking loveyou. and i'm fucking sorry. and i think that we could'veworked things out. i think you ( Read more... )

today is weird. it seems like everybody is so fucking touchy and pissed off. and i hate it.

i don't wanna be here.

at all.

i need one of our walks, insanely bad.
right now.
in clarkson.
at night.

fuck.

i feel sad, and i don't know how to explain that.