i am unbeleievably confused lately. nothing feels right. i feel like i'm dreaming through someone else's mind lately. i need to wake up. i don't really understand what's going on. and i don't really wanna go into detail about any of the issues going on. i'm never sure of how i'm feeling anymore. and i can't ever seem to make even the tiniest ( Read more... )

i went to nashville with kyle and his dad on my birthday last saturday. we went downtown and walked around/explored. i took four rolls of film. i love the buildings, and all of the old signs, the people, i guess in general, the atmosphere of the place. i have an idea about what to do with some of the pictures. anyway ( Read more... )

i am an american aqurium drinker,
i assasin down the avenue.

so i'm proud of myself today for some reasons. i told a few people how i actually felt last night without the slightest appology ( Read more... )

daniel over here is typing an epic, avoiding trying to accomplish a final draft of a poem ( Read more... )

well, it's happened yet again...

where are you? and im so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight i need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as i stared i counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason wont you come home and stop ( Read more... )

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i've been in a pretty complex mood lately. i am sick of kyle, and really i guess i have been. and sorry to say this dear, but the whole "internet love" thing is just dumb. & the fact that you'd actually do what you told me you were going to do is sickening. but thank you i suppose because i think you actually pushed me as far as i could ( Read more... )

merry christmas to everyone... i love you all. & i hope that everyone is having a great and safe holiday. bye...