Answer these and I'll answer yours ( Read more... )

i don't really know how i'm feeling. i feel like crying, and i don't know why. i feel like this is some middle school drama or something. it feels so dumb and pointless, i just want it all to be over. brennon told me that kyle said he wants all of his old stuff back. i think thats a good thing to do. maybe if we just get rid of all of the ( Read more... )

i had typed out a rather long entry, but decided to delete it. there's so much i want to say about this ongoing kyle ordeal. i'm sick of it. i just want it to be over. no more lies, no more fighting, no more dumb commenting,no more immature-ness. nothing. i'm sick of it. and people can beleive whatever the hell they want about how things ( Read more... )

my head still hurts. and i'm still in this apathetic mood that i can't seem to get out of. but aside from that, i am happy, as i keep repeating. the feelings that i get just looking in his eyes, is awesome. sorry for being so dumb or corny or whatever, but that's how i feel, & i can't stop thinking about things,and how i feel, and this is, a ( Read more... )

i wish kyle would go away, just dissapear. i'm happy with clinton. happier than i've been in a long, long time, and i'm not gonna let anything mess this up ( Read more... )

i'm not compeletely sure what to feel right now. i'm so pissed off for certain reasons. i'm confused. and hurt ( Read more... )

i'm annoyed with myself. the days are going by too damn fast. i feel like a heartless bitch. i have a huge indention in my head from the edge of my car door. thanks justin... my driver's side car door handle broke off the other day. and it was hanging on by a string that was tied several times around my seat. but i got a hold of some duct ( Read more... )

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tall buildings shake, voices escape singing sad sad songs, tuned to chords strung down your cheeks, bitter melodies turning your orbit around."

wilco. again.

i don't have anything to say.

everything feels wrong. my words ( Read more... )