I feel like the balance in my life is off track. I feel like part of me is missing. I may not show it every single time, but I am very happy to see you every time I see your beautiful face. I want you to stop being afraid that I am going to stop loving you. I know you've read some things in this journal that have made your mind wander, but please ( Read more... )

I've been on myspace blog too long. So I thought I would post home also ( Read more... )

transmigration of the soul how far is far enough away from home chasing hopes of finding some sure way into the unknown place where soft seas breath upon the shore steal the secrets of the sun run faster if you dare to see its you its me i need you here please be with me singing i need you please need me too i need you please please come through ( Read more... )

I want to stand on a roof top and scream for hours.

wow..I think I forgot this place existed for a while. My birthday is in 5 days. I'm moving to portland in october. That is when my lease is up. To all that I have not spoken to in forever: hello
xo

can one die of a stroke at 21 from so much damn excitement??? I FOUND A PLACE!! or two or three...sooo many places. sooo many walgreens to transfer to. god this is working out brilliantly. i thought it would be more difficult...guess that was fear making it seem so hard, i'm not scared at all anymore. i am ready. i will miss some folks though ( Read more... )

mmm coffee. it jumped my heart. fuck.

people don't really know people. people don't understand people. walls up.

i've lost almost 30 punds in 3 months. whoooooaaaa

oh, fuck me lol ( Read more... )