I need some place to think my mind is falling apart. Not a new thing of course it happens every spring as the allergens come in. I am not so well tethered to the rest of the world and my mind flows with fog. The stakes however ... well I have never had anything to lose, not anything that mattered just things ( Read more... )

over thinking not so useful you say eh probably ( Read more... )

I just lost my best friend for the past 12 years ( Read more... )

oh my god I was so completely not expecting that ( Read more... )

yeah someone still reads this ... how embarrassing ( Read more... )

so umm I have been with a guy for a while and he hurts me ( Read more... )

depressed too stressed ( Read more... )

I don't like unemployment ... I feel guilty every time I try to file the stuff, to the point that I haven't actually. I Want a new job I need it to pace my day and give me money if I got the unemployment it would just pay bills, but I need the money I am entitled to the money and I think the program is 1/2 of a good idea ... I guess this makes me ( Read more... )

I am doing a lot better then I used to really I am.
just kinda feel like I killed my forward momentum looking in the mirror.
I had to shave girl + beard == doesn't work for me and everyday I look more feminine <3 ( Read more... )

2010 was a so-so year ( Read more... )