take from me 
what i can only give to you
take my conciousness
it would be wasted without you
on things that have meaning
take my comfort
it doesnt excist

 sweet pain
won't you stay near?
lay next to me 
consume this reality of mine
take my dreams 
and put them on repeat
 bury yourself in my spine
bring me nothing less
than what i know to expect.

 the coil in my brain never lets me rest ( Read more... )

imfallingforyou so dothesame for me too :)

This asshole tripped me less than 50 feet away from my building and tried to take my stuff. I'm aight this is my first confrontation basically ever in the city which is very very suprising.

Anyway I finally finished the painting i've been working on for over a month because i'm a lazy fool . go look at it it only takes like 10 seconds.
Tomorrow me ( Read more... )

good weekend, just confirmered everything i knew i needed to start doing and attitude to be had.
please lord, blesseth my effort to outreach through incredible sex thanks again i'll be nicer to my parents, oh please do let the vacation gods be friendly so they can go to mexico again soon. aaamen.

indeliberately she asked me too many questions,but she didnt say any of them outloud ( Read more... )

when i dont feel like myself, or i dont understand what self even is i try to calm myself with a drawing remind myself of where i came from, of volta magic that has somehow shaped the mightiest most equaisite thoughts that have swirled through my brain. sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt. either way doing, being, working, making, dancing, ( Read more... )

i need to surround myself with more beautiful things so i can make more beautiful things. i also need to integrate my life into the city, i think once i get my biked revamped it'll be alot easier and i wont look like such a jackass once i do. gotta get back to just goodness mysticism dank new encounters and saving moneys for a car for exploring or ( Read more... )

pros

- the walk from fruitvale bart was kind of beautiful
- booze in my body
- dancing to actually good music
- lookin cute
- macking/getting macked on
- pretty damn nice makin out
- toplessness
- the nice people i met were extremely chill and nice ( Read more... )