i dont know what the problem is. there hasnt been a day where i havent cried in weeks. everything feels like its crumbling even when its not. i dont know why i'm writing this. everything just hurts.

it might just be my hypochondria but i think things are getting worse ( Read more... )

sometimes i like to think about my life and how it could have been.

i dont know how that makes me feel.

2 from this week alone. not from hitting anything if that what you're thinking. its from these stupid ass little kids who hang out by my stoop (which is quite close to a bus stop) and they fuck with everything all the time. like knocking over our trash cans and what have you. but most recently they been throwing glass bottles into the street. well ( Read more... )

so. this has been a pretty crazy week so far. from the days i can remember anyway.. wellllll here goes ( Read more... )

miss jes. is very broke​ and also comin​g to an end of her schoo​ling up in ny so if you'​d like any of the follo​wing let me know.​ price​s and barte​ring are negot​iable​.​ i'm easy;​p and theyd​ all be lovel​y xmas prese​nts :D- ny/​nj/​pa and anywh​ere inbet​ween.​ ill come to you or you can come to me. hit me up ( Read more... )

i used to be a whiny bitch. yikes.

so i live in ny. i hate it more than i did last time. i only have a few more months til i get to move home and hopefully have some peachy dreams livin in philly somewhere:)

maybe i'll start using this again.

probably not. but just maybe.

-jes.

someone should move to nyc with me.

has been a crazy year so far.

im pretty different from who i was a year ago today,
its strange to look back.
so im not.

i'm having a good year no matter what.

*miss jes,