It's been quite a while huh? Lots has changed. Lots has stayed the same. I guess it's life. I set out to find myself, my place, to start a journey, to start my life. And here we are, a year later, a life later, sometimes it feels like yesterday, sometimes it feels like its been years. In ways I feel like I have eroded, In ways I have grown further ( Read more... )

heres a little insight i had ( Read more... )

when, in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes ( Read more... )

crystal, i want to give this a shot, forgive my "slightly female qualities"? I love you
krystal, life is full of ups and downs and always, always so buisy.
tabetha, you make things so difficult some times. im not happy, i want to be, but this is not what is making me happy.
krista, i dont know you, but i would if you would let me. some things i ( Read more... )

if it ever comes up, sealing wax is NOT cool to get on your skin ( Read more... )

ya, whew. i know, but i wont fake it so it seems that way. i cant do that. i try to be honest with my self and my emotions, and im used to being the romantic one-always flattering and always attatched. this is hard for me to explain... all ive known is long term relationships, so... i dont know how... i need to quit smothering this, or our flame ( Read more... )

1. you cant expect naked pictures every time i say im going to get drunk ( Read more... )

im complete ly fucked tonight. we draaank before the club, then we danced to shitty music for several hourssss. then we went next door and drank some more, then we danced some more, thenw e came home, and now im dizzy and dont have anything to do and crystal is over at a guys house and thats cool because i sompletely trust her, but i think her ( Read more... )

Ya, so i talked to tabetha, looks like i just had two off days in a row. I will try my best to keep them to myself, its one thing if you can b here for them, its quite another when you are so far away ( Read more... )

I need to talk to you, but obviously not tonight. its about the cycle, just remind me. We all hate drama, but it happens, and i am sorry that it happens from time to time with me, but that is who i am, and it upsets me that i must deal with it. i just... just a hug, just a kind word before i struggle to sleep, just that voice to settle my... i wont ( Read more... )