So things have been, well emotional lately..why, well I am not exactly sure. Things just are making me upset for no damn reason. I am hoping that its because there is a little bean growing inside of me..but I dont want to get my hopes up..two negative tests..i took them a bit early though. I wish it would just happen already..I would so kill to be ( Read more... )

well lets see, today we are moving into our apartment!! I am so excited!! I can't wait to finally be able to sleep in our own room and for once have some privacy!! Its about time!! Well going to the gym is def paying off :) I feel sooo good right now..my abs are so sore as well as my arms. But hey everybit of pain is worht it. So april 25, 2009 is ( Read more... )

so lets see...today it has been a rocky two months of marriage. There has been way more good than but, but we defenetley have had are fare share up bumbs. Hmmm a little thats been going on....Jerry goes to court on Thursday to once again not get more custody of a child that may not even be his. He is going to ask that the paternity test be moved up ( Read more... )

so this is my math for today..at let me say first that this is not fare to myself Jer or Cloie. Ok so in a month with 31 days Jer has Cloie for 226 hours and his ex has her for 518. He gets her two days a week from 4:30 to 8:30 and every other weekend from 5 til 8 monday morning. and on the 2nd weekend he has her from 5 friday until 5pm saturday.. ( Read more... )

So this will be five months now that we have been trying for a baby of our own since we lost our first one in february. I really thought I was pregnant but this morning my period decided to show up. It brought tears to my eyes because I shouldn't have gotten it until this coming up Sunday. So it was 6 days early and i'm not pregnant..what a day. I ( Read more... )

so right now I have a lot going through my mind. I dont know if we should or shouldn't. Just wow, I never even thougt that would ever come up. I'm not going to say what it is, but you will probably figure it out as you read on. Well I could never watch him to anything with another girl, thinking about that just wow I dont know the feelings I am ( Read more... )

well here we are, two days away from mediation. Jerry is going to request a paternity test be done because of some things that happened. In a way I am hoping that she isn't his just for the fact that I want just our kids. Yes I know she is my step daughter, but I won't treat her the same as my own kids and I know it. Jerry said the same exact thing ( Read more... )

Well lets see my last entry was a week before Jerry and I moved to Texas. We are back in Cali now, we actually got back here April 2nd. I am so glad to be back, but part of me is really missing texas. While we were out there I did get pregnant. We had been trying and it took us three months. We foung out Dec. 28 which was also a bad day because we ( Read more... )

so yea, it has been forever since i used this. Im going to start using it againg though. So yea wow have this amazing boyfriend. He is incrediable and pretty much means the world to me. I would be lost without him. I love him so much and i just want everyone to know that!!!! Well we are moving to texas next week, im kind of scared because i dont ( Read more... )

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