this is the first time in a LONG time where i'm actually feeling kinda lonely. no GUY at all. well, there was until yesterday, but let's not talk about that. no guy has swept me off of my feet for a long time, not even a CRUSH. how sad...
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he breaks my heart. for no reason. i don't know what i did. i know everything will turn out okay. he's just so confusing. i don't get his intentions. why tell me you like me and want a relationship, and then totally ignore me and avoid me.

so basically... everything is okay. my toe is screaming in pain. i think it's broken. i reallllly hope it's not cause basketball is starting soon. it hurts a lot though. lol, today in euro, my teacher was wearing these chanel glasses. lol, pretty funny. i'm really not looking forward to finals and the ap test. def. not. i think i might be going on ( Read more... )

guys are so confusing...

not too bad. i bombed my speech today. i was totally unprepared. oh well. today was windy, and wearing a skirt was not a good idea. life is going pretty well now.

he makes me smile. i think about him and i smile. he's funny. he's cute. he's sweet. man oh man.

so, today was very tiring. driving is eh. lol, i like it. gives you TONS i mean TOOOOOOOOOOOOONS of freedom. you have no idea. lol. well, that's exciting. so today, i went to hollister and bought 5 shirts, one of which were for maya. hmm, then i went to maya's and ended up staying there for shabat dinner. lol. her mom made sushi, and i hate sushi ( Read more... )

I GOT MY LICENSE!

today... okay. well i went to vegas on sunday and i came back today. wow, there's something crawling on my roof. that was scary. okay.... so. sunday we got there and i stayed up until 12 cause that was when my birthday officially started. a couple hours before then... my parents won some cash... more than 100 dollars :) lol. i think it's cause i ( Read more... )

god man. life is so depressing. i hate it. i looked at my entries like in 8th grade. i was the happiest person ever. i just wish everything could be the same. same friends, same crushes, same everything. i'm def. not saying i'm suicidal, cause god forbid i'd be that. i'm just hoping things'll get much better this year.