So we graduate in 2 weeks and I am more excited than I could be in my whole life. It has been so hard to make sure I don't get kicked out of school for something stupid. Just one more week and I'm free forever. Today I finished my AP Art class and I am beyond relieved. That class stresses a person out. I'm still 50% grounded, but maybe in the ( Read more... )

I had a great weekend. Plus today was great too. Friday started out to be a bummer but as the night went on, it turned out great. So I have this neighbor, his name is Michael. He is the cutest little junior ever and we are best friends. Him and his friend Harris came over and partied with me and my friends which turned out to be awesome. The night ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start, so get ready for some complaining and depression. I haven't applied to any colleges yet, so that's going to bite me in the ass. My first choice deadline was today and I tried to write my essays but decided it wasn't worth it. My last exam is tomorrow at 10:30 and I am not looking forward to it because it's not even ( Read more... )

one day i will stop being so mean. another day i will remember to take my medication. tomorrow i will remember to not care and to not make any plans and to be spontaneous and show everyone that i'm not so controlling. hopefully soon i will go see jason.

I feel like I should update quickly so I can remember what I have been doing. I have the best job in the world. I have the cutest little mouse in the world named Jessica Simpson. I just got back from the lake with Jane and it was a lot of fun. I needed to get away from my family. I was forced to come home to be with my family for the fourth but so ( Read more... )

I'm wasting away. What happened to the day when I still felt alive. I'm ruining my life. All because someone else ruined mine. I'm going to have cancer by the time I turn 20. I want to go back and be young again, I don't like this concept of getting older. Next week, I'll be seventeen ( Read more... )

what a piece of shit night

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too many tears for one day. but oh wow last night was really good. im thankful. and i want to see casey next weekend. and i like being in love.

I love.