if you could see me now..
i have all the makings of a despicable man.
all the qualifications of your best friends.
"if that girl could see me now".
fingers like a bookmark reaching into my chest and saving that empty page.
i am just a face connected to an appetite demanding self abuse.
i feed myself by the handful like your kids at a petting zoo.

lately, things feel eventful ( Read more... )

i should have acted on it.
yep.

this winter's gonna be so fucking good.
i can't stop thinking about it.

i think i might have experienced the weirdest mood that i have ever been in today.
no words.
i can't wait for it to be winter, i don't know about anyone else.
life will be so good.

so for the most part, i think i'm getting back "on track ( Read more... )

i want a cute girl to get high with.

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you're going to hell, but i love you.
i won't ever forget you.

you up and left.
this is what it's like not to matter.