i feel my life spinning out of control ( Read more... )

It's been so long since i've been here I feel like my emotions are exploding. I can't possibly write down everything that has happened since then because most of it I want to forget. So I'll start with what's bothering me now. My ex-boyfriend is with the bitch who made us break up. I hate them soooo much it burns my heart and brain up. I would ( Read more... )

Me and my b/f broke up last night. I feel like shit warmed over. He came over to spend the night. I surely didn't think we were going to break up. But when we got into bed (king size, I like the room) and he was all the way on the other side. Then I moved closer and he put his arms around me and I started to cry. We were close physically but ( Read more... )

Speedy thoughts chasing eachother in a confused mind ( Read more... )

yeah I'm at work and I'm jamin to bob marly is this love. I got everybody jammin', but that usual. "Is this love is love that i'm feeling". Bob always puts me in a good mood. I still have 31/2 hours until work is over so I needed a little pick me up. It's hard to be down when you're listening to this song. At least for me. I've been bored ( Read more... )

I guess a lot of people woke up on the wrong side of bed this morning. It's cool though I won't let it get me down. I have enough shit without taking on others. It's friday the 13th I love these days. Mostly because they're so few far in between. That makes them special to me ( Read more... )

sometimes i think people who are completely crazy have it better than anyone else. They live in a world that their mind has created just for them. No matter how much anyone tells them that's this is reality, they'll never escape their minds. If I could only do that. Live in my dreams and never wake up. (the good dreams mind you ( Read more... )

I feel like a outsider even in here. I read everyone else's journals and I wonder if I'll ever fit in anywhere?

I tired of always being the girl who's alone in a crowded room. I'm tired of being me.

Another day in the life of me. Who am I? I swear at this point I have no idea. Today I guess my medicine is working because I feel kinda blah. I only have to work my morning job, but when I get home I have to clean my house. It's looking kind of hectic. Since my b/f moved out it's been looking that way a lot. That was one of his pet peves. He is ( Read more... )

this sucks. everything and nothing all rolled up in a shit sandwich.