You and i both know that isnt what happen. But whatever you have to tell yourself. trust me im over it.

Its crazy how much people change in such a short time. Do you still have the key to my heart? or did you throw it away?

you hit rock bottem when you dont want to be alive.

So i just found out kyla broke up with me for bob. thanks to all who lied thought we were friends...but fuck you.

i hate being lied to... People that i would kill for lie to me for nothing. Actions speak louder than words. I thought you would tell me the truth of all people. But its crazy how people can turn on you.

Why do i even bother? I try and try and i just get pushed away. I hope you get what your looking for...

Just when you think everything is going to work out just the way you way you want it to life goes and throws that curve in there. Why does it happen... I dont know, It sucks more than you know. The only thing i can say is deal with it. adapt and move on i guess. because as bad as shit gets in the end everything comes full circle and life just has a ( Read more... )

well its been like 8 months sine my last post. Texas sucks, the army is way easy and im making good money. I see kyla on the weekends its only a few hours away from home. 3 day weekend coming up, so thats 3 days in p-town.

Im more scared and excited now then ever before. I go to stay in a hotel room tonight and tomorrow i ship out to fort knox for basic. Im going to miss everyone I hope to see all of you when i get back.

Life is fucked up.
Who knows how things are going to work out?