anymore, like if you don't move the weight of the world will just collapse on top of you. that is how i feel. like i need to run and run till i can't run anymore. my only problem is to where will i run? i just want to go away, where no one will know me or where i come from or who i am. so i can reinvent my life and who i am without someone telling ( Read more... )

so it's been a hell of a long time since i last have been on here. honestly i forgot about this site. i've been in bed for the past week and bored so i thought i should take this free time and look back on the last year of my life ( Read more... )

another one lost. i knew it would happen sooner or later.

than when ever i get close to someone they always leave. be it that move some where else or we just lose touch or maybe they even die. why in the hell does that have to Fing happen???? i mean really, am i just meant to live alone and do something that doesn't involve anyone other than me? i think that is where my life is going and i just need to ( Read more... )

ok so i don't know what to do. about anything that is. life, school, love....... and so on. i mean sometimes things so clear but then it just gets even cloudier than before. why do some of the most simplest things have to be so damn complicated???

ok so life sucks some major ass and i hate the fact that things that happen that have nothing to do with me still fuck with my life major. i hate having to change my life just because someone else's if fucked up. i hate the fact that i have to act like an adult when its not even my part to play. i mean how can someone be so fucking stupid to do ( Read more... )

this past weekend wasnt what i expected. it sucked major! except for saturday night, someone came and saved me. thank you ( Read more... )

yesterday was halloween, i went to class, cleaned my room, went to practice, went to a concert done by the professors of the music department, and then went to see the movie SAW III. all in all it was a good day ( Read more... )

work my ass of for my classes. i dont start to work again till nov. 6th and i just found out that next weekend will have off since it is an away game. well at least i think its next weekend. but anyway, i think im still broken cause my finger still hurts and nothing seems to help, i guess i have to wear that brace again. i hate that shit ( Read more... )

holy shit!!! so it turns out that my grades arent to hot right now so i have the other half of the semester to work my ass off and get some better grades.

I HATE HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah i think thats about it for right now.