so it really looks like i wont be leaving when i thought i was. allen came home today telling us that his departure has been pushed back to sometime in march. i really hate it cause i miss everybody so much and i was so happy about going home soon. man this really sucks so bad, i hope that my mom will just give in and send me home soon. well i miss ( Read more... )

I have been locked in an apartment for the past couple of days because it hasnt stopped snowing till this morning while i was on my way to school. I am so tired of school, but it seems like the more that i don't try to talk to people the more they want to talk to me. which is weird but what ever, i guess i have met some people cool people while ( Read more... )

i have had the past week off of school, in a way it was nice that i didnt have to wake up so freaking early but yet there is nothing to do in this little place i now call home ( Read more... )

ok at first i really missed home, i had some really sad and really cool dreams about how i would come home with out anybody knowing and surprise people one by one that i was back. things like that and how i would be on my way home tomorrow. whatever. now my dreams are so depressing that i cant sleep at night. i stay up all night cause i keeping ( Read more... )

you know how people say you see your life flash before your eyes before you lose your life ( Read more... )

those damn canadians, how do they deal with the cold? i cant do it. it was below 0 yesterday and this morning, i thought i was going to die!!! then at school my teacher thought it would be funny to tell me how this time last year it was like -30. what is up with that? i dont think that im going to make it back home unless im a solid block of ice ( Read more... )

thats what the sign should have said at the front of the school. i hate it here with a strong passion!!!!! everybody is mean and the seniors hate the under classmen!!! REALLY!!!!! but yeah i have 9 periods a day and all my class switch around so really i have like 16 class in total. school starts at 7:30 and ends at 2:15. the only thing that i like ( Read more... )

its really cold and there is snow everywhere! the bad thing is that im not even near new york city, im on an army base near canada! i havent started school yet, i start tomorrow cause we got here too late to hav started on friday. i guess i could be excited about all of this but im kind of not. i miss homewood and a lot of the people in it, not ( Read more... )

i just wanted to let everyone know that im leaving. i wont be at school on thursday, and i wont be at school for a long time. im leaving for new york on the 4th and i wont be back till march or sometime in feburary, most likely. i wanted to tell everybody who reads this ( Read more... )

you know how people say that life is a bitch? have you ever thought about it? ok this is were i see it. life is hard, yes everybody knows this. if life was easy then it would be pointless and what not. this is why i think life can be a bitch. you go live your life, everything seems to be great, then out of no where life likes to take a turn for the ( Read more... )