HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF.

I'm really happy. I'm in a wonderful and open relationship. My friends are way cool. My new books are interesting (things like ..kama sutra..dirty talk etc etc) and!!!

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON TUESDAY!!!

I just don't get it. One minute he's all " I love you so much...you're beautiful and we're meant for each other " the next minute he's all " You're such a slut I hate you and I hope I never see you again ". :[ :[...I can understand the part where he doesn't want to see me and stuff but the slut thing? Gosh I hate that word (when used towards me). ( Read more... )

APerfectCircleDA: whats up ( Read more... )

Okay so uhhh. I think i'm getting an abortion. Chea. WOO! Okay so brian broke up with me because Mirza told him I wanted him to break up with me, I cried..I don't know why I don't even care. I guess it's because I felt bad for loving kyle. HAHAHA OMG. I was like talking to kyle and i said "Kyle I love you way more than I ever did or ever will Brian ( Read more... )

Okay so alot has gone down lately. Hmm. What to do? =-O! I feel so empty inside but then again I feel..full. I need food I think, I like never eat. Well I found a couple cigarettes while going on a walk and I smoked them in my house, like an idiot. HAHA! It's all gravy though. My mom came in my room when I was on the phone with Kyle, she was like " ( Read more... )

It's been forever.

01. think of one word that describes me

02. run a google search on that word

03. Reply to this entry and post one of the pictures from your search, but dont tell me the word.

04. Put this in your journal so i can do the same.

So.

SO! I'm definetly going to Warped Tour 05'! It's going to be a blast. I'm going with my good friend William Oaks. He's so awesome. Yesterday we went laster tagging with a group of people (i forgot my camera...DANG!) and it was awesome. We spent like 20 minutes Juggling. HAHA yessss. I love my friends. You guys are amazing. MWUAHHAHAHHHHH ( Read more... )